Such a life

Hello. Its past midnight and im currently updating my blog. Im trying to stay aside from people that pissed my mind off. Trying to take this things off my mind. More about this later. Just finished baking a chocolate. Too lazy to find the memory card reader to upload the picture but i will upload the picture later. Hold on to my words. :)

Hey i dont go for what life has to offer now, i mean i dont want to taste the goods only in the current time. Whats going to happen hereafter? The past is haunting me even in my sleep, what else can i do to relax except for sleeping? "U tau tak tidur dapat rehatkan u dari masalah?" Thats a message from a good friend of mine. It did work  my for a while, but in some time later even in my sleep, these problems sneaked into my dreams.. I have no one to return to except for him. I made mistakes once, i promise it wont happen again but i didnt get the chance to change. Here's what i found.

Was hoping that this is real...

I am just too lucky that im 19 and i realized what i do i really want in life.

Well lets look here,

i was pissed by few people today. I dont want to talk about that. Look on the bright sight, let them do what they want. Cared less about that. I should think about me, let myself have my time. :)

I was planning on getting myself back into the rental house due to packed schedule i have. Its in my consideration still. Need to discuss about this. Oh wait, i thought we have discussed that i was going to be able to decide what im going to do in my life? Im stucked here, confused.