Emotion react #13

Time check, 5.35 am; Good Morning. Somebody that i used to know playing on my playlist.

I woke up really early and the time brought me here. I can feel that im not going to be in a good mood today, well in fact since last night. Trying to avoid those negative feelings, but it does affect me in my dreams. Thats why im up early, couldnt go on sleeping now.

Since i have nothing to do, i charge my phone and once the battery is full, i glance through messages. Thought of deleting messages that are not really important and the ones that i've read, but i dont have the guts to do that. I know i'll receive more, but i guess not that type of messages anymore. Sweetest one i can say ;) hekhek getting so emotional early in the morning.

After reading them all, i reached the other two phones, again i glance through the messages, i didnt delete any of them, its actually the earlier messages of him from the point we've known each other. Cant deny that it all made me happy, even im currently smiling reading those smses. Im happy. I really miss those moment. I miss the one that always wakes me up early in the morning with a text message, i miss waking up and trying the fast i could to find my phone to see a good morning message thats waiting for me to read and reply. That time has passed, maybe its time for me to act that way back? :(

Inside this illusive mind, now forget this. This is what happen if you stay alone, in quiet environment with inappropriate songs playing. Hahaha. Have a nice day ahead, take care.

No comments:

Post a Comment