Silence speaks better

As Salam.

A day with swelled gum and fever. Told you to be nice to me gum, give some space for a friend to live. You're hurting me, im having headache now. Lol. Isnt it funny to have such conversation with yourself? Well sometimes it does, sometimes it is called reflection. Reflection? Lets go.

"Dont hope for something you know you wont be able to get, just be thankful, and try the best you could to make people around you happy" -A friend of mine.

How can i know if a person is happy or not? It is normal i guess to have this thought, when u really hope for something to happen, especially when u have planned for it, it wouldnt be as great as you want it to be, in fact you wont get anything in return. After all the efforts you put through it, you were hoping too much, thats when it all will never happen. Feel so low? Yes. But does that mean you have to let it go and leave everything behind, or give up? I have no idea about that. Directly i see, no you shouldnt give up. But looking deeply, if that thing happens for several times, talking about myself anyways, i would like 'hey im lower than your feet, you cant even see me'. Yeap, give up. But but but, it all depends on people. Im not that strong.

And, what do you feel when you're really excited about a thing, and all of the sudden, it went off just like that. You couldnt say anything, you couldnt express anything, you couldnt anything much. The happiest moment, the moment that you feel like 'woohooo im the luckiest in the world', the moment that you should have shared, are gone... Well, silence speaks better. By that time, words, feelings, deeds, effort; dont mean that much anymore.

Hmm til then, take care.