When there's nothing else matter #15

Time check, its 5:35am. Love, he wakes me up. Done with sahur, now im waiting for Subuh prayer before i could make love some more with my bed. Not going to college today, can you see i have a wide and long smile drew on my face this morning? :)


Im going to have more time for myself today. To get back to who i used to be back then; living only in this room, to do the unstoppable thing, daydreaming. It can take one whole day, or even more. Its good when i imagine. Only me can put this to my sight, i can see where im going. But freeze, hold on, but not for this time. Life has changed months ago. Dreams, are not for one anymore. Its a hope for two, my love, the only thing that matters for me, is, he's with me all day long through thick and thin.


He's probably sleeping now. I miss him. I miss his warmth smile, the thing he barely do, is smiling. And when the smile drawn on his face, it means a lot for me. Its been a month since the last time i saw him smiling right in front of me. But i get the chance to date every once in a while, webmeet. And again, this emotion inside reacts. Sad. Hahaha. Its fine now, i believe God knows we're worth it. You, i guess we're worth the wait, worth the distance, worth the patience. Everything are worth when im with you, when you were here in every second of my day, for every laughter and tears, nothing else matter. I love you with all my heart, thank you, you're the reason that the smile on my face is not faded every single day. By God's will, i look fondly to see you soon or later, dear love, Syazureen Azrai. 

Forever yours, your Luna.

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